Been realising recently that I am an eternal cynic…. And that it is just holding me back in a big way in my life… Not that there is much I can do about that at this point in my life but it’s kinda nice to put it down in writing… Lends a certain amount of finality to the whole thing in the way i had written about in the last post…so now vthat it is out there maybe I can start looking at ways to change that and moving forward… More on that later…