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Random Ramblings # 7

Well its three days before exams… the last set I’ll be giving in quite a while… a year at the shortest or more depending on what life holds for me… yes yes… nostalgia does run through my veins… and all that jazz too… but coupled with that is an impatience… a nervous energy to finally be rid of it all… next semester is a project almost like a training ground for life…. so yes the energy is there to start somewhere in this world and reach a peak…

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Random Ramblings # 6- After a fight

After a long gruesome battle… where emotions ran high… tears were spilled… frustrations vented out… words flew like arrows striking their mark true… where hearts were wounded to be put back together again… right at the end as we bask in its after glow… a singular truth stands tall shining bright… that I will always need you to be my problem forever more.. will need for you to be the one I calm down.. will need you to be the one whose ear I whisper into at night “I love you my sweetheart “

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Random Ramblings # 5-A nice cup of coffee

Well right now this post is being typed out under the influence of a nice coffee buzz courtesy my best friend in a nice little ccd in manipal… the coffee date was a little unexpected… things have been a little soft as far as things between us go… but I guess that’s just part of any friendship and part of me letting go after she got a new boyfriend… has it been tough yes it has… but it finally got catalysed by a few events … yes it is hard but then most necessary things are in this world don’t you think?

And more than our friendship taking a hit I like to think of it as actually just maturing into something it should have a long time ago… a detailed analysis I guess is for another time from a bigger keyboard…

For now I’m glad to have her company… living the good times with my best friend… 🙂

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Random Ramblings # 4

There are times in a person’s life when they have the bejeezes scared out of them… it can happen at at time… but in my case it Has occurred right now… with placements looming in the horizon… exams even closer than that… its all starting to get a lil actually make that a lot scared… but I guess the world only rewards those who are brave right… so here’s to taking a leap of faith and just plugging on… the universe had something good planned for everyone let’s just hope mine comes sooner rather than later…

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Random Ramblings # 3-Scared about the future

Well today a bunch of us guys were just talking and the numbers doing the rounds for freshers from MIT, Manipal this year for the IT companies is just going to be 3.25 Lpa CTC ( a fact which is verified for TCS and Infosys atleast).

This leads to a monthly salary of just around 18 k in hand… this has gotten me biting my fingernails in anticipation of the troubles ahead… how will I survive on such a meager salary is my first concern… god help me… and now I must study hard is the only thing on my mind… the universe should hopefully take care of everything else….

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Random Ramblings # 2

The difference in this world between losers and winners isn’t some predefined decision which was made for us when we entered into this world, its a decision I believe every one of us takes every single day actually every single moment that we are conscious , the smallest actions on our part have what I would like to believe to be a so called “Butterfly Effect”, but I am not part of the group which adheres to the notion that the physical acts in itself are the ones causing the cascading effects, instead I am of the mindset that this cascading effect occurs in our mind, in our sub-conscious to be specific, where every thing is ambiguous, fluid  and ever changing ; an area of the human psyche where the ripple effect is far more pronounced than anywhere else.
This seems to manifest itself in one area which is at least obvious to me which is body language, the way we behave, do certain actions;  these all fall into a certain pattern which is what lets the experts at reading body language be so good at what they do, its more I guess because of our shared DNA that basic human behavior is the same for similar circumstances…. a point to ponder that’s all…..

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Random Ramblings # 1

Sometimes the hardest thing can be just stepping back and realising that yes there is something wrong with the world and there is a serious need for repair and this might be in any field but the one im talking about right now is relationships… the ones which we share with the ones closest to us… everything in this life needs perspective and a little bit of insight and it seems that relationships are no different in this respect…

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